i owe you this

Well well well...... guess what? its shao's birthday today!!! so we celebrated at some place called spaghetti grill.. not bad. and oh my gosh shao's dad is like SO DAMN TALL. haiz... its ok, i always tell myself that being short is cute. ahhaha! not that i dont want to grow tall i mean i just say that cause u know have to give myself a boost of confidence also la.

So, i promised birthday girl that i'll do a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG post for her but honey i dont know wether its gonna be long but i want you to know that all i'm saying is really straight from my heart

Dear Shao Wei aka Lamey Shao,

Just take yourself to time we first met, we were strangers and barely know about each other. I honestly couldnt remember what was our first conversation like but it was like BAM we were suddenly very close. We had the best laughters and i want you to know that i tell almost everything to you. I dont know what makes me trust in you especially knowing u for only 1 solid year. You were always there for me, u didnt push me when it comes to telling you about my problems. Always there when i'm down. The thing i respect about you is u are very focused and u wont neglect anything in life wether it comes to studies, family friends, responsibility. I sometimes even feel like being you. sometimes ya... ahahha. you always say that u are not pretty, u wont look hot in dresses, u wont get a boyfriend, no guys will like you, you will suck in this suck in that. shao i'm telling you u wont!! you are a honest person, gergeous look, amazing hot body, super friendly great in studies i mean what else can you ask for?? shao, girls actually want to be you, they admire you dont go 'bullshit la this' when reading this ah i tell you. Sooner or later people will know the real you and they will be amazed by that. please dont ever doubt youself, you are SMOKING HOT LA KAY. I really appreciate the things you done for me, i know sometimes you get annoyed by me and i'm really sorry if i did any wrong to you. Shao, just be who you really are and never change. I love you and i hope this friendship will go long way and you what i think it will.

Love,

Dalila. =D

UPDATE =D

okay so i am determined to update my blog but sadly not today. there is like a whole lot of things i wanna share and type in this blog so that i can reminisce old memories and laugh. or cry.. hahah.

=> genting class trip *hearts*

=> THANATOS *hearts*

=> sha's surgery

=> hang out at mid

=> hang out with adiva gang

=> new moon x3 ( OH MY GOD I AM SO IN LOVE WITH EDWARD AND JACOB )

=> new bag *hearts*

=> coloured hair strands

=> book ( i dont want to say the title )

=> kk outing at mid *hearts much*

=> charity concert

so yeaaaaaah. A LOT OF STORY TO TELL. hahahah. maybe a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG post coming up. =D

Time for miracle

oh my god there is a new song by adam lambert that is going to be one of the soundtrack of the movie 2010!!!! go watch it he is amazing!!! the title is 'Time for miracle'

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Did i mention that i love speed?

Hello... So today I tasted the best idli made by uncle bala's wife... it has been so long since the last time I met her. She said I have not changed.. hahha. honestly i'm glad to hear that because at raya all I heard was 'Eh dalila dah besar nye...' 'Eh dah anak dara dah' yada yada yada. =p I didnt talk much cause I was so shy.. I was even afraid to tell her that her cooking was awsome!!! haiz, never mind la.. at least i've said it in my heart hahha! *wink*. Today was really busy la, we had to leave early from uncle bala's house and straight to pick up aimran from school and then to sasaki for ayah utih's birthday lunch =) I love japanese food. yummy. and then to mak tok's house. but before that guess what? WE COULDNT FIND AIMRAN. yup. First niya went down to look for aimran.. my mom got very upset because niya was taking such a long time so she demanded me to go down and look for them both. I was so unhappy la seriously i dont really like going into school with my outside clothes, to me it seems wrong... i'm scared that people will say things you know. but it didnt seem like I had any choice right. So i went down. Niya still couldnt find miran. argh i swear i got really angry. she said she searched the whole school and still... tak nampak batang hidung. oh my god!!!! i marched back to the car slam the door and told mummy that we couldnt find aimran. argh!!! my mom was still calm, she said maybe aimran would be at kanna or 7e or already at the bus stop. So we went to all 3 spots to look for miran but no NOTHING. I dont know why but i was damn freakin angry by then. So i suggested mummy to call edward or shao yen since miran is always around them besides thats how we get to aimran back then. guess what? they went back at 10am!!!!! its 12 and we cant find aimran!!! I can tell that my mum was VERY worried. but i wasnt. i had a feeling that he was safe.. i dont know why but i was still freakin angry. So then finally mom decided to check the school one more time and this time my mom turun padang to look for miran together with me and niya. We spilted up and searched the whole school. I couldnt find aimran at my searching area so i got back to mom. So i asked mummy wether she found miran or not and she said 'aimran is at the bus stop he went to toy city.. where is that?' I said 'its the comic store beside bank negara' my mom said 'he is going to get it real good from me.' So all of us headed back to the car to pick up miran at the bus stop. You guys wanna know wats miran's reason? 'I went to poop at toy city.. i had stomatch egg' oh my goodness!!!!! i was speechless but my mom didnt let go of him. miran kena real bad la. oh well he needs to LEARN. So we went to our next destination and had a lovely lunch. =) after that went back home change and straight to mak tok's house. It was ika, shahira, nana, and rina's birthday celebration. great tactic. celebrate all birthdays at once.. save money =) SMART pak lil. it was noisy and a whole lot of fun with the causins =*. Had mcdees to end the hectic day. =) i'm a happy girl now hahha. =)

oh ya... when i was on the way to sasaki... BL called me and asked me wether i wanted to lepak with him... but i passed since i am outside. BL ME.

'eh jom hang out at waterfront or whatever.. boring laaa'

'cant la... i am outside.. sorry!'

'ha? really?'

'ya... eh but if it is a ride in your car then i'll come home straight away!'

'hhahaha!!'

yup. the first time i experienced the speed of a car was during my kadet polis senior camp. Our ex senior took me, jenn, and jin jing in his car. It was bloody scary at first but after a while we just put our hands in the air when he reached 170km/h. oh my god it was awsome shit wei!!! The second time, was in BL's car when he took me to taylors college at hartamas. That guy will make u sream wei... but after a couple of sharp turns and slight drifting i was high wei hhahaa. it was so much fun until I asked for MORE. BL.. u are an awsome driver la... this guy has skills wei. hhahha.

oh well thats all i have to share with u guys bye!!!

FAMILY

My new haircut is already 3 days old hahahha!! I like it but still getting used to it. I dont think i'll put a picture of me with my new hairdo.. no reason just feel like being a little low profile and mysterious. So i have just finished squeezing limau kasturi with daddy, dhaniah and aimran... i'm surprised that i can still type after all those squeezing... but it felt like a big achievement la seriously.. from droplets to 2 full jars of concentrated juice. Then we quenched our thrist by drinking it la of course!! oh my god it felt like heaven.. so nice. Everyone is so happy happy because exams are over and we get another day of holiday but exams are not over for me cause i still have my agama paper on tuesday. oh ya and one more thing... erm you know what i think i am gonna skip this and keep it myself bye!! =) oh ya..

HAPPY DEEPAVALI!!!!!

sick of layers

I am going to have a hair cut on Tuesday. =D cant wait.

you were the best thing i ever had

this is to guy who cared for me a lot.

Dear you,

I know i have hurt you real bad. but only god knows why i did that. I just logged out from myspace. I sense that you have moved on. All this while, i have never forgetten you, but it is nice to see you move on. My stomach tumbles when i sense that feeling. I dont know why, i guess i do have a lil some some towards you still. but i never let it show, because i know if i let u know, we will get back together and by then i wont have the heart to leave you. I think i still love u. I feel like such a bitch to say out my feelings now, i didnt want to but i just cant help it. If u know who you are, i just wanna say that if my feelings are true, i hope u are happy with whoever you are with, and please dont chose i girl like me, because you my boy deserve much more. I hope u dont hate me for doing what i did to you in the past, i tried to make it as painless as possible but only god knows how painfull it was for me back then. I never regret making that decision. It was whats best for you. Even if i had the chance to rewind time, i would still make that decision. and if we were meant to be. We will. I love u. Take care.